DID BLOG

I never thought I would be back to burning myself secretly. But I guess with so much loss and trauma over the past several months. I have lost both my parents and my aunt in the past 7 months. So to deal with the pain again I began to do more dissociating , I have been losing track of time and when I go to see my T I don't even remember what we talked about.I wonder what would happen if I would let out my saddness and anger. I guess I really don't want to find out. One day at a time is what i have to keep on telling myself. womanofcourage