Footprints in the snow.. - chin up..?

Hello everyone! Since i last blogged i have had a little bit of exciting news.. the job interview that i had on wednesday was a success! the following evening when i returned home from work my mum informed me of 3 calls that had been made to my home from the company that assessed me... after a phone call back i was told "congratulations, your interview was a success and we would like to have you on board!" now apart from the usual feelings of oh my goodness!! i have got it.. the excitement.. the nerves.. the full on terror and everything mixed in together.. i feel like i would be letting myself down if i didnt at least give this a go.. i know i had a big downer this week but maybe that is partly to do with not being well..? i would love to go out and be successful at this and who knows.. maybe i will absoloutely love it and it could lead to bigger and better things..? i mean.. i love working with children.. i love to travel and the idea of working within the travel industry intrigues me.. plus i love writing. if i take this then i can get the first two and continue the third as a hobby.. maybe combine all three more than ever.. look after children while travelling and write about my experiences to try and give other people an insight..? would love to get published. that would be my ultimate dream.. and for the published item to be a success that would be even better! amazing! but before i get carried away.. i think trying this is something that.. although it sounds odd. i owe it to me to just try! if it doesnt work out.. its not the end of the world right.. and its 6 months at the end of the day. not forever..