Psycho Mom

Im 32 and still trying to get my Mother's attention. Well Friday was the last straw and I just accept the fact, she is never gonna be there for me! The story is much to long to tell, but in short, my Mother is evil, psycho and self obsessed! She will hurt anyone to save face. She tried to "throw me under the bus" and sadly for her it backfired and only drew my sisters and I closer to one another. There is nothing she can say about me, that could not be said in triple about her. What kind of person loves their ego more than her own children. Im lucky to have the Father and Step-Mother I do. The sad thing is I do not need her, I want her, and that has been my story since I was small