Living with DID

Allow me to introduce myself. I am 48 years old and have two adult children. I am a survivor of childhood sexual abuse as well as SRA. I am in therapy and feel like I am stuck and don't know where to turn to at this moment. Memories are waking my up at night and sleeping meds are not working because there is a part of me that resists them. The only way that I sleep is if I take extra sleeping pills and then it is not me taking them it is another part of me that has taken them. I will write more this evening.