More about me, & my disorder.

I have obsessive compulsive disorder. I didn't understand it at first until my therapist described it to me. I've lived alot of my in fear over nothing but unwanted thoughts. Its been 6 years and it hasn't gone away and i've finally accepted that this disorder is going to be a part of my life. It scares me alot, sometimes i try to pretend that it's not there and i can't becasue it is. Its the part of me i try to hide because I am convinced that it's not me. I'm not this person, I'm genrally a happy -bubbly person, but this one little thing about me is the only thing that ever gets me down and keeps me away from the person that i want to be. I think that is why i joined this sight so that i don't have to hide it anymore. I'm Jenni and i have Obsessive Compulsive disorder, and inspight of all the depressing stuff i said above, i'm not always this way. I'm interested in meeting new people, anybody who just needs somebody to talk to i am here. You heard my story, now i'm interested in hearing yours :).